Live & Learn

  I'm not sure that anyone still reads this, but if anyone does, I figured I'd put in an explaination. Anyone who's friends w/me on FB probably saw the change in my relationship status. So, what happened? Well, my dr would probably call it an emotionally stable breakthrough. :)  Cory is a great guy, but he withdrew & became very introverted to the point of ignoring me. I respect him & his need for space, but I need more than that out of a relationship. One or both of us would've had to change too much about ourselves to make it work. That's not fair to anyone. We parted & wished each other the best. It stung, but it'll be for the best.

  I gave myself a couple weeks to sort it through in my head, then decided to reactivate my online account. I've met a couple of nice people & the biggest thing I'm trying to remember now is to not get into anything too fast. I also give myself frequent reminders that I am a complete person on my own, regardless of relationship status. (being bombarded by Valentine's Day crap all wk did NOT help though!)

  On a totally cool front, the last time I talked to Dr D, she mentioned that we're going to start reducing my meds in the Spring. The goal is to be off them completely, or at least on the lowest dose possible. :)
Anyway, I still think about you all a lot, I hope everyone is doing well.