I'm Alive!

Hi Ladies!

Sorry about the lack of posts. We've been w/o internet for a while. It's a long story, but it should be back up soon. On the upside, I've gotten caught up with some reading (did you know that you can find words printed on paper?!?! Whoda thought it! ) Anyway, nothing really new with me, just same old. I've been mostly working lately.

I finally called RE's office to find out cost of a SA, only $80! We're planning to get it done in Aug, or maybe towards the end of July if DH doesn't end up doing the out of town work. I'm on the fence with the HSG. It's $1200 if we bill it through the ins, or $600 if we pay out of pocket. That really makes no sense to me. I'm really just ready to go on Clomid & just deal with it if I get multiples.

I was actually feeling ok last wk with the whole IF thing. At peace with it, I should say. Not impatient. Then... the "Announcement". Like something in life knows when we need an extra kick in the uterus! The "friend" I've told you about who pretended to be concerned about the PCOS thing, then turned into a witch as soon as she found out that she was pg (i've referred to her as N) , is execting their second. Ouch! Unplanned. Double ouch!! Telling people that it wasn't planned, but they're making the best of the situation. Would you just like to twist that knife a little while you've got it in my back!?! The only good side is that I heard it through a friend who has been through multiple losses & yrs of TTC, so at least she didn't think my reaction was out of line.

Anyway. I'm posting from mom's house & I'm actually over here to help her get a rummage sale set up. SO I'm gonna run. I'll get all caught up with all y'all soon. Love ya bunches! :)